lips of a thorn

i guess i might alway just remember. the day we met, the first words you said to me, the time you came over to my house. i honestly have no clue what attracted me to you, but i’m guessing maybe a part of me will always linger, thinking about you, missing you and yet i’ll never know. it’s been 3 years now, and i still think about you once in a while. sometimes i wonder if you ever think of me, but i guess not. i was nothing to you. maybe if i had been prettier, skinnier and all, maybe you’d have wanted me? i’ll probably never see you again for that matter, so it doesn’t do much to keep thinking about it. i’m just glad to see you happy with her right now. i just kind of wish we were still friends. talking friends.

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omg. wish someone will buy me a box of these :)

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i wish i did. it’s rare these days to actually have someone do something so sweet. usually i’m the one sending the texts, no receiving them

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it’s been a long time since i cut myself already. guess we really get influenced by the people around us. but there are some people that i really need to thank who have helped me through this part of my life, helping me to move on from the ones who’ve hurt me so badly.

i promise myself. i will forget you. completely and truly. it might take a very very long time, or the whole of my life for that matter. but i know that i won’t need you anymore.

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Sometimes I stare at the phone thinking, should I call you? Maybe I should just text and say hi. Or maybe just leave a tumblr post. But I don’t, I can’t let myself do it. I couldn’t bring myself to forgive all the things you’ve done to hurt me. Yes, I still love you, so much, because you were more than a friend. And you knew that, I treated you like family. But it doesn’t matter cause you threw it all away, I never meant anything. And I hate myself for still missing and caring about you all this while, and never forgetting a single moment we spent together. What if I never met you? What if we were never friends? Or what if none of the things that ruined us ever happened? Do you ever think of that?

So many questions, so many ‘what ifs’. But one thing was real - pain. The hurt you inflicted on me was beyond that time could ever heal. I’d want to be friends again, but I know that half of me would never let that happen. You. You were the one who made me so afraid, that changed me. You, ruined me.

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coz dogs are cute and loyal, while humans are just…well, humans

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if a guy dresses like that, the fact that he dares to, i will date him (if he is interested in me haha)

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fuckyeah to skinny bitches. it’s so hard trying to be skinny all the time, and you just want to be skinny all the time -.-

OMG fucking love Barney Stinson!!! HIMYM is like one of the best series ever!!! K and this is at the epic moment where I just found out that one of my friends just got married last month, since I lost his contact when he left for Japan in Feb. Srsly, I was damn shocked coz he didn’t even tell me he was engaged :/

HAHA WHEN I SEE THIS. FIRST THINK I THINK OF IS THE PERSON IN SCHOOL THAT ALWAYS SAYS H’ES FABULOUS. WANG TIAN JIE OMG YOU NEED TO SEE THIS PICTURE. HAHAHA

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